On June 19, 2009, the Feast of the Sacred Heart,
Pope Benedict opened a year long "celebration" for priesthood
in the Church. Calling this year ahead a "springtime
of the Church", he invited all of us to dedicate some of our
prayer time, as well as additional acts of sacrifice and
prayer, to the support of priests throughout the world. We
are to pray for continued conversion and fidelity of every
priest to the life, will and ministry of Jesus Christ.
As a priest, I can joyfully offer to you, that your
prayers and support are not only needed each day, but
most greatly appreciated. I have chuckled many times
when met with the reactions of those who seek my
prayers, and in return I ask for theirs. It is almost as if they
hadn't thought that I, who am called to be a man of prayer,
could use the prayers offered by others. And I suppose
that is just one of the reasons the Holy Father has invited
us all to focus on prayer for all priests.
I can assure you that it has been the prayer of many
of you, and others through the years, that has not only sustained
me, but encouraged me, in following Jesus as
priest. I have been blessed in this life with grace and
riches beyond telling and am truly grateful to God for all
that he has done both for and through me. But I know that
I cannot do what I am called to do alone. To do so puts
the priesthood I live at risk of becoming "my" priesthood
and not that of Jesus Christ.
From time to time this year, I thought I might take this
space to "speak" of various aspects of priesthood, and the
idea of "vocation". Perhaps it might help in illustrating how
much the priesthood depends on you and your prayers, in
the work of support and conversion.
Even though the days of our priests being seen as
separate from us in terms of place and experience are
over, I do think that there are many who forget that we are
like you in all things. Our wants and desires, needs and
experiences are one with yours. We come from "normal"
families, whatever that is, and grow up as every young
man does. School, relationships, loves and growing pains
are common to us all. We have dreams and expectations
that are part of our lived experience and our hopes for our
futures are similar in so many ways to so many other men
of our generation. And some of us struggle with the "call"
that we "hear" from God to become what he wants of us to
be. Like any person of faith who seeks discernment of
God's will in our lives, the priest's call is fleshed out over
years of prayer and encouragement of those around him.
I have grown much over the years, both before ordination
and after, through the conversations and support of
countless friends, family members, parishioners and even
those who may have been a little more than discouraging
as I moved forward. The priest I am today is not the same
one on the day of my ordination, nor will I be the same in
the future. For the vocation of priesthood is one that is
ever deepening, thanks to you who are willing to pray and
encourage, support and challenge.